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MsheLLy_Kim
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Name: Michelle
Country: United States
Gender: Female
Interests: living...with Christ, family, friends, fashion, music, movies, books, photography, meaningful conversations, and myself.
Occupation: student and an actress
Industry: Entertainment
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Yahoo:  mshellyk16@sbcglobal.net
Member Since:
9/21/2003
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| Wow, I have not been here for quite awhile. It looks like Xanga has been really stepping it up to another level. I am NOT ready to get all into it, however, because I just delete my myspace in January and I can't afford to get sucked into another internet social site. I will start some entries back up again because Xanga has always just stayed so true to me even when I turned my back on it to be a myspace addict. My name is Michelle Kim and I am a recovering Myspace whore. hahaaa. Well, what's new? One more quarter of school left and I am absolutely sick of it all. Government is killing me and no matter how hard I try in that class, I reap no academic goodness. It seriously sucks and is quite frustrating. It's AP season and teachers are getting all psycho on us. If that stress isnt enough, I'm in that awkward stage of pending college notifications and it's prettyyy annoying because that's all anyone talks about and I JUST DON'T KNOW! I don't get mad at anyone who asks about it because I do it too, but BLAHHH, it's gross. 2 more months...2 more months....it'll be over...2 months compared to eternity = nothing! Other than the inconvenience of school life, I've been preparing for the Mexico mission trip I'll be going on for Spring break. I'm gonna be a clown. haha, it's been so great because all we do is mess around, do creepy clown make up, make balloon animals, and shop for crazy clothes and props. So yeaa, that's that. There's so much more going than what a simple xanga entry can offer to explain but what I just typed out is a facet of what has been constant in this time of life. Highs and lows, baby...but life means living, breathing, and glorifying. Go LIVE.
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| wow summer is just great! unfortunately highs and lows continue to persist, but all you can do is embrace them and not dwell on what provokes the lows. today was the first day of VBS and our church, Valley Baptist, is hardcore about it. the experience tops Disneyland for kids (i'm not making this up...a kid cried over not being able to go to the last day of our VBS because of a family trip to Disneyland!!) the songs, entertainment, classes, etc. are so exciting from K-9th grade. this is actually the first year we're doing the freshmen VBS which i was asked to be a group leader for. i was pretty nervous because i had no idea what to expect from rowdy incoming freshmen, but omg, they are so amazing and i had such a blast today!! my group color is purple and we're the royal rollers!!!! we went to the rosedale shopping center and each group was given 5$. with the 5$ we were to buy as many items as possible (w/ atleast 14 receipts). we ended up buying 18 items for exactely 5$, but there was a stinking group with like 40+ items! then off we were to valley plaza mall where we had snacks and drinks outside the oasis. i led a bible study about baal, the idol god. i kept pronouncing his name as "ball" when actually it is "bayl." basically, the lesson was that our lives are often wasted worshipping our personal idols, whether it be sports, academics, tv, etc. so i ended up saying, "as you enter highschool, you will be bombarded with so many temptations and i encourage you to stand up and worship God, not balls...oh crap! i mean bayl's!!!" oh geez...how are you supposed to close in prayer after that when all these kids are busting up laughing?!!! hahaha so yea, then we played a frustrating game in the mall which i really dont want to explain. we came back to church for the closing events where all the kids get togehter in the sanctuary and be entertained....i was so astonished by it all, and i'm 17!!! anyways, from today, i realized that God really knows how to have fun too and wants nothing else for us to have fun too! well i'll talk to you later about tomorrow's VBS! | | |
| this summer is seriously the best. maybe because this is the first year in 10 that i havent had to go to summer school? well whatever, i'm really enjoying myself because i'm still staying busy but not stressed. you know, i wake up early, go to the gym, come home and watch Regis and Kelly, spend some time in the Bible and prayer, call someone up to hang out, have fun for the afternoon whether it's running errands or laying out, come home to my family, go online, shower, and read a book/go online/watch tv. it's tight! tomorrow's my 17th birthday but i'm not anticipating anything magnificent...just another day and i'm totally fine with that! My dad did buy me a digital camera and my mom gave me her credit card to buy stuff online (i didnt abuse it, don't worry). Next week is VBS and i'll be leading a freshmen group so i'm super excited about that because it's going to be like church camp (except not) and i'm not going to camp this year so it all works out. i have a list of people i need to hang out with because this past year was a total idle time on my social life and i have a lot of catching up to do! if you wanna hang out call me, message me, contact me! i'm totally yours come july and august...so yea, enjoy your day and i'll talk to you lataaaaa!!! | | |
| SUMMERRRRR TIME!!!!!! i'm a senior? holy ;aoiewafjksdcv!!!!!!! | | |
| there are so many sad and lonely people out there. many times i want to help but don't know how to genuinely show it. my prayer for the past 8 months have been to be able to connect with the hurting people, but for some reason i've failed to do so. it's been so hard because my heart goes out to them all but i can't seem to express it w/ a smile or a hug. this year has been quite challenging because i've tried to do a lot outside of god's power. i've tried to love on others apart from the love of jesus. i've tried to accomplish random acts of kindness outside of his heart. i've tried to conversate with them without asking god for an opportunity. apart from god, it's hard to do alot. i can't save the world. i can't help someone if i myself need help as well. i've learned to abide in christ and he will bear fruit in my life. that's the greatest challenge in my life. so, as selfish as this sounds, i must love myself first and foremost. then i can branch out and effectively help my fellow friends. jesus is my best friend. however, my relationship with god doesnt block out struggles. pain is still pain. and oh, does it sting. we gotta get through it so we could have a story to tell.
btw, here are some prom pics from the wrap party:
lindsey and devon
grooving away
fred savage
jasmine and kayla
executive rich, director david, daughter
my boyyyy steven
the guy who discovered me...scott fellows
dancing diva, ca'shawn
dashing daniel
writer laz in scarlet
by nicole miller
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